"No
Longer Alone"
By
Ron Hevener
"On With The Show!" . . . No
Longer Alone . . . Ron Hevener
It's funny, how we get so wrapped up in our lives that we lose sight
of The Big Picture. We have our loves, our enemies, our heroes and
ourselves to think about. We go to work, we pay our bills, we laugh
with our friends . . . and we cry alone.
Sometimes, there just isn't enough room to think about much else.
But, every once in a while, we get a glimpse . . . we hear a whisper
. . .and we remember: There is a bigger world out there, and a
greater purpose for everything in it, than we know.
It can take the breath of a kitten . . . the song of a sparrow . . .
the flight of white swans coming home . . . to remind us. But,
sometimes -- no matter how bleak and hopeless life may seem -- we
feel ourselves lifting up in our hearts. We remember what it was
like to be young. We are ageless, and we are beautiful like cats
staring still and expressionless at the deepening waters of a world
growing ever more difficult to navigate.
It had been months since he died, the cat with eyes so mysterious
and searching that no one who ever saw him went away feeling quite
the same. What was he trying to find, they wondered. What was he
missing?
Those who knew him didn't have to ask. They didn't have to ask,
because they knew. He was waiting for the one he loved. He was
waiting for his master.
Over time, his master had found mates for the champion who was so
special to him. He found daughters from great and revered bloodlines
in distant places, some of them champions, too. But, it was the
little one who wasn't quite perfect who caught the cat's attention
and held it.
At first, she wasn't much to look at. All together, it would take
almost a year to restore her health and gain her trust. It would
take the hands of his master to calm her, and the sound of his voice
to soothe her soul. But, in time, little by little, she gave herself
over
to life in the small cattery. In lush grass, she played, and from a
cool stream tinted with watercress, she drank happiness.
In the spring, they mated. The daughter of noble heritage joined
forces with the champion who, by now, had seen twelve winters and
would see no more. As he left this world, the voice he loved so
much, said: "Thank you, my friend." As tears fell over him
and familiar
hands caressed him for the last time, his master whispered:
"Come back to me . . . Come back to me!'
Winter seemed colder after that. Nights seemed blacker. Colds and
flu and ice . . . When would it end, they wondered? It would end
when it wanted to, not when they said it should. That's how it is in
Nature.
The young queen moved slower now. She found it difficult, leaping
off the cat tree to greet her master. What had changed? Wasn't she
the same as she had always been? Somehow, she knew she wasn't the
same. Even without a mirror, she sensed it. But, then, who said
mirrors are always made of glass?
She was restless that night.
As the hours went by, a force inside her built in its power.
Rolling, pushing, bubbling its way up from the primitive depths of
her being, it took over her legs, her belly and burst forth in wave
after wave of mindless, wet fury.
Then, just as it had begun, it came to rest. Lying there, she
breathed deeply, gazing at the tiny kittens by her side, knowing her
life had changed in a way she could not fully understand. Into the
night, she studied these reflections of herself, of her mother, of
her
grandmothers . . . into the mirror of the night, they went . . . and
she was no longer alone.
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Author/Artist RON HEVENER specializes in animals and the romantic,
adventurous people who love them. Figurines, paintings, and stories
by Ron Hevener are collected by animal lovers everywhere. Visitors
to Hevener's studio can see the dogs, horses and wildlife that
inspire novels like Fate of the Stallion, The Blue Ribbon and High
Stakes. "Your life is a movie, and you write the script,"
he says. "On With The Show!" -- www.RonHevener.com
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